newgal2
I feel the same way, except sometimes its almost as if I get frozen or stuck in a meaningless task to avoid my feelings...? strange but I have found myself just sitting on the internet or on my phone zoned out for a while just frozen not moving onto the next task or anything because I don't want to face my depression, I think that's what is happening. Mostly I just lay down and go back to sleep so I do not give myself time to get even more upset and ruminate on my issues, I hate crying and rumination only leads me to bawl my eyes out and feel even worse. I hate it because you think your finally better and it comes back, HARD.
[On Lithium and vyvanse now,
Have been on Lamital, and Seroquel in the past but due to "rare but serious" f-ing side effects, my doc had me stop them].