You all are so great and too nice to me

((((((((((((((((all)))))))))))))))))))))

But this is the price I pay for being a "guinea pig". The previous two T's (including this one) were just finishing their training to get their official credentials, so I was a test subject. I've never had a problem with them though, until I realize they're going to leave me.

Why do I bother getting close to anyone ... it hurts too much.