Just in a major funk today. Everything seems so pointless because nothing I do improves this depression. It is an unwelcome companion that just won't leave me.

The temp-to-hire paralegal job I was enthusiastic about turns out to be for a company that sells ATMs! How exciting and prestigious-sounding - - NOT! The agency is sending over my resume. Not even sure if I'd want to interview for the job if they're interested in me, but I guess I better because what else do I have to do - - nothing! I can just hang my head in shame about what a fly-by-night operation it is if I were to be offered and take the job.

My life just sucks, big time. I hate it and myself for being so pathetic. That's all for now.