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recluse1 said:
. I live with constant pain and with constant fear of doing anything that may trigger worse pain.
That fear of triggering worse pain was a big one for me. Even now when I have a lot of pain free days a month, I am still in almost paralyzing fear that something I do will bring back the continuous pain. It is a difficult way to live. I hope you will find some relief from your suffering.
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