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Originally Posted by GenCat
I have noticed that when my life sucks, like right now, is when I wish to not see my T. And when my life is great I want to see T. Why could this be? Can any of you relate to this?
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Same thing !
That is exactly what I was thinking today. My guess is that I feel I don't deserve her when I'm feeling low. I don't want her to see me like I see myself when I'm feeling bad. It's enough to know I'm a monster I don't want her to see it. But when I'm feeling good about myself, I just want to see her and tell her how much I love her. Weird maybe, maybe not... I don't know.
Anyway, I hope you will get better soon...!