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Old May 09, 2014, 05:12 PM
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Originally Posted by Capriciousness View Post
The lines on these things are so hard. And pdocs say different things and people have different feelings and opinions. My closest thing to that that I can think of was that I thought a man who had murdered me in a last life and was my great enemy was haunting my apartment and his "presence" was with me all the time. I spent a lot of time jumping and looking over my shoulder and holding a rock in my hand (this rock was apparently magical and protective).

I do believe in deep spiritually kinds of things but for me this was crossing a line. Some pdocs have told me this was psychosis, some have said just the very edge of psychosis, others it was just a delusion. Whatever it was it was not me.

I have also felt the "presence" of two good helping guardian spirits and other things like that. I like to think that they are different from my rock holding episode. But maybe that is just what I want to think. I don't know.

I hope you can work it out that it isn't distressing because that sucks. Good luck!
It's seemed to lessen as the depression has come. I know what you mean though by honestly thinking someone's presence is in the room with you - albeit this one wasn't from a past life it was friends and random people from my actual life - and the seeing this out of the corners of your eyes. I've still not seen my pdoc and I know I should bring it up when I do, but at least its went away for now. I hope you're okay .