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Originally Posted by Capriciousness
The lines on these things are so hard. And pdocs say different things and people have different feelings and opinions. My closest thing to that that I can think of was that I thought a man who had murdered me in a last life and was my great enemy was haunting my apartment and his "presence" was with me all the time. I spent a lot of time jumping and looking over my shoulder and holding a rock in my hand (this rock was apparently magical and protective).
I do believe in deep spiritually kinds of things but for me this was crossing a line. Some pdocs have told me this was psychosis, some have said just the very edge of psychosis, others it was just a delusion. Whatever it was it was not me.
I have also felt the "presence" of two good helping guardian spirits and other things like that. I like to think that they are different from my rock holding episode. But maybe that is just what I want to think. I don't know.
I hope you can work it out that it isn't distressing because that sucks. Good luck!
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It's seemed to lessen as the depression has come. I know what you mean though by honestly thinking someone's presence is in the room with you - albeit this one wasn't from a past life it was friends and random people from my actual life - and the seeing this out of the corners of your eyes. I've still not seen my pdoc and I know I should bring it up when I do, but at least its went away for now. I hope you're okay

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