thank you all!

i had a bit of a pity party......when it rains it pours and i guess i just didn't find my umbrella in time.....but i'm doing much better. had long talk with my ER doc friend and he is willing to come down and be my advocate....plus, that man is EYE CANDY! but i really, really like my doctor and i feel that i'm going to be okay. but i am scared...i can't lie about that.