Today was pretty much the same as yesterday really, except that my bladder problems have returned, this time in a supermarket queue. It's like from nowhere I have an uncontrollable urge to pee and nothing I do can stop it. This time was worse because of the menstrual problems I'm having. Suddenly I was standing in a pool of blood stained pee and hoping no-one had noticed. I figured if they did notice that their embarassment was probably greater than mine and that thought got me out of the door and into the street. After that I just had to make it home where of course there is nowhere to hide as the builders are still here.

Don't know what to do, have to wait until 4th June for an appt with female GP, who knows nothing about my depression or see my usual doc who will say it is important to treat my depression first and foremost. Plus I don't want the hassle of loads of examinations, I have barely got the motivation to get out of bed and sleep on the sofa all day, having to go to various appointments and all that will entail is just too much, way too much.