Well it's been a few days since I last posted anything. I've been fighting for a couple of weeks. I am tired of fighting.
I've gained 30 pounds since October when I started Depashit. Recently bumped up to 4 a day. My moods are not really any better than before starting the medicine.

So I've got to unwind. I am tired of god damn living. Tired of breathing, living, eating, people, and all of the f'in ******** that goes along with this thing some people call life.

Please pray with me that my 190/112 blood pressure very soon relieves me from this god damn life of hell.