Bless your heart. I understand how you feel. I suffer panic attacks and I have been going thru much the same thing, without the eating and weight loss problem. My doc prescribed an anti-anxiety drug but now I am afraid to take it after I had dizzy and blackout spells after taking just 2 doses. It may not have been the medication. I don't know. I had a CT scan of my head and carotid ultrasound test done Wednesday. I haven't heard from the tests yet. I almost didn't follow thru and have them done, but my doctor's office insisted I have them done and went out of their way to find a facility that would accept my insurance. We are not crazy. But I sometimes wonder how many of our physical problems come from depression and anxiety. Take care of yourself.