Don't give up! You will find the right combo of meds. I know things are tough (we've all been there) but once you find the right combo things will be a lot better. You will make it! We're all here to help each other. If you feel like you might hurt yourself please feel free to message me or go to the hospital. Some day you will look back and yes it will be a tough time in your life, but you'll be happy you made it through. Just focus on getting better and taking care of yourself.