((((((((((( Tomi )))))))))))

I'm so very sorry. Children hurt their mothers more than anyone in their world because in some subconscious way they know their mothers will always love them.

Try to take your feelings about your beautiful baby and put them in a safe box in your heart so that your grief does not consume you. It can overtake your entire life so quickly.

I believe in miracles, Tomi. It might not be now and it might not even be in this life time, but one day she will return to you.

Gentle hugs,

Jan