I am a 27 year old heterosexual woman. I got schizophrenia in Sept of 06. Since I have become devoid of sexuality. I was basically a virgin when the schizophrenia started. It is like being raped from the inside out. I presently could walk around outside naked and not even notice that I was naked. I have no feelings, I am losing my memory, I have no control, and sometimes I have motor movements that I cannot control. My perception is off, I don't recognize myself in the mirror. I have apparitions in the mirror.