(I hope I didn't get religious here)

I've been raised in a Christian home, in that case I grew a faith towards the Christian God.

I sometimes hate going to church because they're either bashing other religions and/or sexualities and it ticks me off, because I've been struggling with my sexuality and whenever they talk about same-sex relationships in a negative manner, I get offended. And ever since I've discovered my sexuality, I've felt myself slipping from my faith.

Why is lying more forgivable than me falling in love with a woman?

Why is my sexuality seen as a disease that must be 'cured' when in fact, I'm not broken?

What is wrong with falling in love?

I thought Christians were all about love and forgiveness, is it not?

I'm always praying, saying that I'm on this path for a reason, so it shouldn't be something to be ashamed about, but with the people around me, I can't help but hide in fear of rejection.

I am 100% done with the people around me.