Well I met with the psychologist on Thursday. Unfortunately there was no time to talk with her about this at all. I really wanted to but she said there was another client waiting so I just didn't get the chance. So now no psychologist and no psychiatrist. If I'm lucky, on Monday my doctor will refer me to a regular psychiatrist (vs an urgent care one) as this actually will concern how I'm treated or not so it's more than just curiosity that sends me. As it stands, I'm not functional, so something isn't right.