is ur dad off of work today newtus?

im off today. not feeling as bad as i was yesterday. i am still ashamed of my grade tho. it will disappoint my mom. i told T about it. we texted a lot this morning.he said i should make "wwTstm" bracelets (what would T say to me) because i told him that ive internalized a lot of the things he says to me and find it easier to say it to myself and believe it.