I'm glad you were able to tell your wife in the end, even if it was after the event. It's good for our partners to be in the know, holding it all inside just doesn't help. It eats at ya until it's all too much. I know it's hard when you're worrying about your job if you were to call the crisis team...especially if you're having financial issues right now. But they were supportive before when you had time off weren't they?

I hope your evening isn't as bad as you fear and you manage to get something out of it. Maybe have a drink for me...I sure could do with one! And if you need to, just go outside for some fresh air if things are getting too much.