I just got a letter from my mental health care coverage provider (UBH) which informed me that as of July, my pdoc is no longer one of their providers, which must mean he no longer accepts my insurance. They'll cover me for 90 days after termination of coverage which helps. Still I'm pretty upset. I've been a regular patient, seeing him once a month for almost 7 years. Is it selfish to feel a little betrayed? I know he needs to make a living and UBH is notoriously unpopular with mental health providers. I know he has a LOT of patients but he must know who uses which insurance. In a group practice, I thought they all accepted the same insurance, so maybe the group dropped it. Still, like a little kid, I feel like he's leaving me. Of course I can pay out of pocket, but he knows I can't. And I don't want to see someone else. I know I've mentioned my feelings for him on PC, and that's what keeps me motivated to seek treatment. Otherwise I'll drop it. I feel so devastated. Is this normal, can anyone relate?