So afraid I'm going to be homeless and mentally ill because I can't function and I'm causing the family that took me in lots of burden.
My anxiety or sadness or whatever is called is all over the place today. I posted earlier that I didn't wake up well. I don't know if it's okay to post a lot like I have been doing.
I am a able body so I should be able to get out of my mess I caused. But I haven't been able to function.
Really afraid. This was suppose to be my last hope in getting my life together. My last hope! But I'm not living up to making it better.
If that happens, I really be homeless with no one. I can't even think or do the action to not be like that. It's like I want to be homeless. It's like I deserve it because I'm the one who didn't do the action.
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