I agree with supanova that it would be best to go to a psychiatrist. It can be hard to find a good one that is a good fit but it is still better than a GP usually.

Also just wanted to put out there that two weeks on Abilify isn't very much as far as my experience has gone. I'm not sure how much info you will get from that. Abilify was my med and it didn't do anything for me and in fact was a very wrong med for me.

Which was my other point. That it can be easy to write off all meds after a bad experience with one me which is what I did. But there are other meds out there and you may find one that is just right for you.

But yes. It might be very helpful to go to a psychiatrist and get a real diagnosis. That will give you more peace with all of this. And maybe your family would be more on board in that case.