hey again everyone, Im still struggling so much with my breakup, i cant take it anymore. not to mention whats making it worse is that nobody in my family even tries to understand. my family says that i "choose" to be sad and think i should get over it, not to mention one of my friends also, that says it behind my back. why is everyone so cruel?? why would i choose to be sad? i feel so alone. i cant take this ANYMORE!! why is life so hard?? i feel like lying down and dying, and i feel like nobody would even notice or even if they did, would they care?? so sick of it all. all i do is lay at home, sleep and go to school. life is so depressing and the boredom doesnt help one bit. my depression is doing nothing but worsening. i just need a hug. somebody, please?? help me?