So.. As my husband drives, I'm going to the hospital for the first time for my bipolar 2...

I've been off meds since early February and have been trying to push myself to go to a doctor since I know I've been getting worse.

Now that I've broke again and have been mentally freaking out for days off and on, without being able to get a reach of my doctor I give in and am going to the hospital..
I was curled up in a ball crying for no reason Thursday night after I attempted to get my doctor and I wanna cut but I know I shouldn't so I don't..I'm physically and mentally tired and having panic attacks..
I don't want to really physically talk

I'm scared to go to the hospital..what has been your experiences?

Sorry for the long post!

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