Hey Aquuna
I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling that way. It sounds like you're doing the right thing to go. My husband took me to the hospital a few months ago after I'd been off meds and was trying hard not to self-harm (etc). It was probably the best thing to do to go to the hospital. I wasn't admitted (they wanted to, but I said I didn't want to and they made sure my husband kept an eye on me) but it was good just to get a plan and get some kind of direction. I don't know whether you're going with the intention to be admitted(?) or just because you haven't been able to reach your doctor and desperately need some help , but either way, it sounds like you are doing the right thing. Don't be scared, just be honest with them and work with them hope everything goes well!!!