I am wondering if I am weird, too. I have two very close friends but they live far away - one on West coast, one on East coast and I am in Midwest. I feel weird trying to make new friends and I don't know why. I am trying to join Meetup groups in my area, but I even feel like I don't fit with them. I am lonely, so I tried the chat rooms and they are too fast for me. People typing quickly with abbreviations...inside jokes. I wish all of us weird and lonely people could meet up and hang out.