No no, not quite that way. I mean more like if your life was at risk you wouldn't do anything to stop it.

For example, I have congenital heart issues, but for years I put off getting it checked out. I won't have any more operations even if it was life or death.

I'm not suicidal, but I'm not willing to put up a fight to remain alive. If that makes sense?

I'm just wondering if there's any special name for that state for when I next talk to my doctor.