I deactivated my FB page. Best thing I've done in a while. There are a lot of things on there I just don't need to see. A couple Sundays ago I saw a picture of the woman I cared about (one of the reasons for my ongoing set of problems) in a picture with another guy at a restaurant. I about lost it. There came all those feelings again that I was trying to rid myself of through time and distance. Then I read the caption and found out the guy is gay and is just a good friend of hers she met after I left. But it was too late, the crap pot was already stirred. I felt like I had to start all over again. I don't need that kind of silly sh** in my life, not now, not ever.