That's the thing, he's not a jerk at all - he's really caring and tries to understand, but when situations happen like this, I feel like he thinks saying this kind of stuff is going to make it better. Instead it just makes it worse. I don't want to make him look bad by this post, because he has also been really supportive - but sometimes he just goes on about calling me out and saying things that just make me feel even worse. I think he thinks laughing at me and videotaping and calling me a kid is his way of making me see how childish I'm being, and I try to tell him (even when I'm not having an episode) that it is what he shouldn't be doing, but it's like he thinks he knows how to fix everything. He's coming with me on Wednesday and it might be good for him to hear my pdoc explain things to him. I am still looking for a good therapist....