I'm a human reject, a defective product. I thought I could be fixed, but I now realize that I was never working properly to begin with. I've always been a broken mess. I'm so weak, selfish, and cowardly; these are ingrained into my genes. I can't be what anyone wants or needs. I'll always be garbage.

I know this is whiny and stupid. I know I'm a loser for saying these things. You can mock me if you want. It doesn't matter, because I don't matter. So rip me apart...I deserve it....