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Originally Posted by Lone Soldier
I feel so alone and unloved right now... I feel unimportant, useless, and like a waste of space... I feel like this very often and have for over 15 years, so I should be used to it. But the pain doesn't get easier... I'm so weak.
I know I'm being pathetic for whining about it, so you can spare me any speech about that. I don't even know what I expect from anyone by saying these things. Guess I'm just being stupid...
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I'm sorry you feel this way. There are many of us here who feel exactly the same way. The pain is what it is. You need to find someone you can talk to and with. Someone to listen and to tell you that what you are feeling isn't right. Someone who will help you stop those inner voices that defeat you and bully you. It's not whining...it's the NEED to be heard.
I thought I could rely on my own family to be compassionate, empathetic and loving. I was so so so wrong. I've been tossed aside like a piece of garbage, told to "make things right in my head" told to "suck it up".
You are not alone.