I am so confused and feel paralyzed by whatever is happening. Increased anxiety, need to sleep, hating to go to work, wanting to isolate. I am really afraid about this. I NEED to be functional and make money and deal with the real world. My friend's grand baby is better, she will come home tomorrow from hospital I hope. A 13 month old with severe kidney infection. My son is worrying me, my daughter worries me. I am feeling like I am not being real functional . Guilty and ashamed that this is happening. Worried that I will get worse. Want to feel better. I am scared.