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Hi everyone.
I'm Margaret, and whilst I shall not impersonate Lana and try to act like the manager of the system, I'm contemplating a situation which I can't ignore.
I think there's a new alter in this system - a new alter which, we may think, has been here since the beggining.
Her name is Amber and she writes in this color. She may seem happy, radiant and full of joy. However, I must tell you that you'd be wrong if you thought so. She's an horrible creature, rose by Satan himself, which is obsessed with drugs and prostitution.
I've found myself lost in the deepest streets of this city's suburbs countless times - looking so trashy and with half pack of cigarettes gone.
Her goal is to find hard drugs like heroin or cocaine and drug herself - but due to the uncommon characteristics of our lifes, we all would thus be addicted too!
She seems to want to be a prostitute too.
She's really unstabilized the whole system, we were doing relatively well... but since she appeared, we went fully unstable - we're again switching from smokers to non-smokers, motivated by her unhealthiness but at the same time relapsing because of her influence on our perception of addiction.
We were doing so well, and I find myself as the orchestrator in this whole mess. Am I the new host?
Whatsoever, I need answers. What am I supposed to do to organize this mess?
Regards,
Margaret
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Unofficial Dx: DID, Bipolar II, BPD, AsPD, OCD, ED-NOS...
Tom (host), Lana, Chris, Christine, Alex, Judit, Hilde, Tommy, Margaret, Allie, Cali, Lxvis, Others
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