I know that "something's going to happen" feeling. When you're more vulnerable, I guess you need to take extra good care of yourself, and, yeah, let T know what's going on. I wish you well getting through this. You can do it.

I was in a similar place a few weeks ago, and more and more things kept piling on top, and it got to be too big for me to handle. I held out for a while. My T doesn't seem to want to focus on SI either, and we don't usually bring that up, but I did tell her what happened, and she was good with it this time. I think it's the way you talk about it, and the purpose.

You'll make it.

Rap