Hi Lone Soldier, I know what you are feeling right now. I get the same feeling that nobody cares for me aswell and that nobody would even notice if I was gone. Tbh after feeling this way for so long, my mind just evolved to show no emotion and to never get attached to anybody else, just look out for myself if you get what I mean. Atleast here the community is very helpful and supportive of each other. Always feel free to post here at any time.