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Same in my experience, Soul, with 0 euphoric moments 0 manic .
There is no cycling in my experience.
If and when I ever get free of this being hung on a meathook in the netherworld, and am free to feel like me, think like me, to again be my self, that state of being is called normal in my life experience. It's not high, it's not speedy, it's not risky, dangerous or in any way hypomanic nor manic.
So for me mood trackers are useless, to watch from 0 - 2 day after day,
e.g. if 0 were lowest mood. Not useful in my case.
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Traveling west back toward Eden (interestingly the wise men in the Gospel account of Jesus' birth came from the East), has been full of confrontation with
the trials and tribulations of living outside the Garden.
She is an artist without doubt disappointed that paradise was not as close in 1969 as she and so many others hoped it was. Her work is now filled with the reality of humanity's failure to achieve the prophetic dream of her song, but never without the hope that that day will yet come.
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