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Originally Posted by UndeadMage
I deactivated my FB page. Best thing I've done in a while. There are a lot of things on there I just don't need to see. A couple Sundays ago I saw a picture of the woman I cared about (one of the reasons for my ongoing set of problems) in a picture with another guy at a restaurant. I about lost it. There came all those feelings again that I was trying to rid myself of through time and distance. Then I read the caption and found out the guy is gay and is just a good friend of hers she met after I left. But it was too late, the crap pot was already stirred. I felt like I had to start all over again. I don't need that kind of silly sh** in my life, not now, not ever.
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Argghh, that's just the worst, similar thing happened to me. Also with a girl that I cared about a lot. I just can't help myself, I've got to go and look how happy she is, or what she's doing, even though I know it kills me everytime. Facebook is the worst in this regard, because it's like other people's success is blown up in your face the whole damn time. I know they say you've got to not worry about other's success, but I can't help it man. Here I sit, complete failure as a human being since she's gone, and she's happy as ever, 200+ photos to prove it. Many hugs, this is terrible feeling
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