Hello INA>
I hope this doesnt sound too insensitive since I mean the best regards for you INA. INA YOU are an adult and in order to help yourself feel better you really need a support system for yourself, and to remember that you are the most inportant thing in your life. You should not concentrate too much on what others think or feel, it is how you think and feel that is important at this time. Your therapist can help you disregard some on the unnecessary worring about others intentions and FOCUS ON INA. I hope things get better with your health and other issues, but it is okay to get the help you need to feel supported and concerned over so you dont have to worry about what others think about you to thois degree.. YOU are what is important not others needing another agenda to exist. INA needs to take care of INA and get the help INA needs at this time. Take care and good day. Soidhonia