You are not the only one to freak out and you won't be the last either. It used to send me into a horrible spiral of restriction to find out how much I weigh. I have no idea how much I am now and just go by how my clothes are fitting. Of course I get weighed at the drs, I just have them weigh me blind and don't tell me. When I went to the ER the other night, I had to guess how much I weighed, I probably downsized it because I don't want to be over a certain number, even though I probably am. I even get anxious when my daughter gets weighed because she is a little taller than me and we wear the same size clothes.