yeah at first i didn't want to tell my mom cause i thought she wasn't gonna let me talk to him ever again. but she is very worried. i haven't really talked to her much cause i really don't want anyone to feel or see or comprehend everything that i have been through. i don't know i think she was sorta upset that i didn't call her that night, but i couldn't i thought it was Gods way of making me grow up and become strong, but at the same time i am feeling weak.

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