I'm new to this forum, but I thought I would give this a shot.

I have had a lot of trauma in my life. From the time I was 5 years old, to currently (27). The majority of the trauma is related to sexual assault. I am starting to become extremely hopeless that I will ever recover.

I went to court for one event, and I thought that I would feel such an amazing sense of relief and closure, but I haven't gotten to that point yet. I have been working with a therapist, but I don't even know where to start with him. I'm not sure what trauma to work through first.

I hate my life right now. I have extreme anxiety every single day, I get minimal sleep due to flash backs and nightmares...when is this going to end? I am trying so hard to get better...and its just not happening