I feel exactly the same way. I've never wanted children partially for this reason nut my bf wants children. I don't feel that I'm stable enough. I can't take care of myself a lot of the time. much less another person. also because bipolar is genetic. my mother is bipolar. my sister was bipolar. and I would never wish this on anyone much less my own child. and I feel horrible for what I've put by bf through. because he's been put through hell