I just wanted to clarify that I did not send any message and never have sent a message like that. I asked the question I did purely out of curiosity because I have attempted to start blogs over the years expressing myself and didn't find it very helpful. I also don't find posting my issues here very helpful. I am glad to see that it IS helpful to some people.

I've also been doing a lot of deep thinking about whether or not it is true that pretty much everything we do is an attempt to elicit a response from someone else. I'm still not sure what to think about that. It's kind of depressing to think that everything we do, good or bad, is an attempt to manipulate other people.

I think this thread might be triggering to a lot of people in which case they should just ignore it.