I just had a frank email conversation with my T in which I shared how I was unsure of how she felt about me. The response I got back was that I was doing well in therapy. So I pushed more asking to know how she felt about me. I got a better response in that she said if she was frustrated with me that she would tell me

I feel 2 things, that I may be stepping on her toes. I've read allot about how you all ask your T this and they respond with how much they enjoy you or like you or care. But after several times of asking and probing .. I dunno. :/ She is a very nice kind person. Should I not be this needy? ugh.. I wish I didnt care. Even more, I wish the answer I wanted was the first thing she thought of.. that she reallly cares about me and enjoys having me in therapy. :/
ugh. i havent been able to concentrate all day. I've gotten nothing done. and it sux so bad!!!!!! I need a hug.