Well, today is that day. Been getting waves of sadness a lot this morning… at work and just quietly getting on with it.. conscious that anxiety is there for whatever reason and just trying to ignore it.

Mum called about 5 mins ago, pretty unexpected but just to say that she was aware of the significance of today and is thinking of him and me. Thanked her, was nice of her to call.. couldn’t really chat though as in the office.