I was just being figurative... the dark abyss is my surroundings/life... there is no point screaming complaning talking .... there is no one to hear it and therefore it is pointless is what I meant.

I am not depressed thanks goodness but my anxiety is extremely high but that is because its the 12th already and my MIL is coming to stay for 10 days on the 1st of June and I have A LOT to get done.

ETA...made myself laugh at the irony.... I'm posting into the abyss....