I'm sad that you feel hurt & that your having to explain yourself - I'm pretty sure it's the last thing you need.
Amelia please ignore any mean comments from petty minded people. We all love your posts & I feel privileged to be sharing in your journey. However, you have to do whats best for you & if you feel not posting is better then so be it.

Look after yourself & don't let anyone get you down. Sending lots of positive energy your way