I don't usually post in this forum, but I've been experiencing the beginning of paranoid thoughts, people following me, laughing at me, etc, as well as thoughts of specific delusions but for now I can talk myself out of them. I'm still able to think "no that's too crazy to be true". Hopefully I can hold out. For clarity, I've been experiencing psychosis since teenagehood, so this isn't new. Here we go on another cycle.