Conversation between me and my mother that has happened too many times to count: "Mom, I just don't feel like getting out of bed most days.", I say. "Oh I know, I have those days too where I just don't feel like getting up, but I do it because I have to.", says Mom.

Maybe I need to "create" something I have to get up for. I just don't know what. I don't feel strong enough to go get a job just yet. It really bothers me to think I may never become strong enough.