Hi everyone, I don't know where to begin.
The idea that I'm possible bipolar scares me. Why? well I know I don't want what I possible have affect the confidence others have in me, especially my husband. Started abilify a little over a month ago and feel so much better. Along with zoloft.
My therapist is going to monitor me and see if I'am leaning or am bipolar.
I have ptsd, with depression if off meds. Ptsd rules my life, which aggravates me. It is better if I stay on meds. Anxiety is not very controllable, either I'am to depressed or too anxious.
For instance:
Sunday was at our meetings (for bible study) and I was moving something, a leg, a arm, a finger, up in down in my seat. I felt like I need to run, not sit. Gee, it was awful.
I don't like feeling this way. At times I stay awake for hours in the evening and cannot sleep. Right now I'am yawning but, I wish I was walking or sleeping, cannot make up my mind.
Any suggestions out there?
Do I sound symptomatic? I have been suicidal if off meds, and love life, so I recognized right away I needed help. I stay on meds and will forever.
Have two dr's that work with me.
It's hard to deal with this at times, I just want to have some sort of control of me. I have hobbies and love them, and also run a small business. These help me to focus on other things and not me.
Please comment and add suggestions, comments, concerns, etc..

Thank you, Grandma