I feel like I'm in a hole and no one is there to help me out. as I previously posted I am in financial debt that is eating away at my daily life. I was having an actually O.K. day until Amex called. when I see my credit card companies and debt collectors on my caller I.d. my mood takes a nose dive. each missed call reminds me how much of a screw up I have become. I can't ask my parents for help because I have been the cause of their own debt after everything. I have become such a burden it makes me sick. my entire world is collapsing around me and Ican't talk to anyone about it bc I am so embarrassed at what my life has come to. why would God let someone live like this? I have been crying so much im physically ill. I'm just not sure how I can fix this anymore.