I've noticed that my reactions to things are very slow. This isn't the first time. I realize afterwards that I should of done something usually after sleep. I don't get why I am numb to a lot of things until too late. I know in one aspect that it's good that it's slow is when it comes to anything with anger. I took many years to get over anger that I had every day. Now, it's like a lot of actions that are good have been taken away to. And I want to do anything to help this family out that I can do. I just have to work on this, but at least, I'm aware of it.
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